OBI-WAN COULD SAY he knew what it felt like to drown , when kissing Anakin felt like a life without air —- & Obi-wan reveled in the breathlessness of it . like every other part of them , moving in tandem – a singularity , this too was PURE ADRENALINE . he could feel it ; could even taste something purely kinetic in the shock of their lips pressed together . messy , rushed , but efficient enough to burn — just like the heat on anakin’s jaw from where obi-wan’s knuckles had just been .
That too , might have been a kiss .
BUT LIKE ANY man who knows he’s suffocating , the surface is an inevitability . & this here , this ‘them’ would have to end . the realization of what he’d done is too cold for them to stay this warm . he works the edge out of his kiss , moves slower - making it bittersweet , ( like the guilt he begins to feel ) passing forth a softness with the press of his tongue to Anakin’s bottom lip ; a different sort of apology , compared to the one he’ll have to make . this is wrong , this is wrong , this is exactly what you wanted .
WHEN HE PULLS away , he hopes he took the sound Anakin made with him . when he pulls away , he feels the immediate absence of Anakin’s skin under his palms – feels the magnetized tingle in the oxbow of his lip where it still grazes against Anakin’s , but only just . they’re always ‘ only just ’
WHEN HE PULLS away , it becomes real - & not a thing of circumstance . not a thing of theory ( the ‘ what if we did ’ ) and the only thing he can say is :
❝ Anakin ❞ we shouldn’t we shouldn’t we can’t .
IT’S MORE OF a collision than a kiss; with teeth, tongue, && hands that don’t know how to do anything but holdon. His palm settles against Obi-Wan’s chest to find his on stumbling pulse mirrored there, a drumbeat echo on his skin, reflection of the waiting, an ache that never stopped ―
How did he find out? How long had Obi-Wan been aware of his feelings for him? He’d buried them so deep that even now, the strength of his reaction to his former’s master’s touch surprises him. Pressure flares along nervepaths down the center of his body, && the muscles in his belly and groin pull tight when the tip of his master’s tongue flickers across his lips, seeking entry, then pushing past his teeth.
It’s almost too much to bear, but Anakin still mourns its passing.
When Obi-Wan pulls away Anakin makes another sound, this one full of longing&&pain to be once again denied the hidden desire he was now indulging. The heat of the kiss stays with him, spilling darkwarmth into his stomach && radiating a gentle glow through his foggy thoughts. He looks properly wrecked, lips worn red with abuse&&aviolet bruise marring the taut skin of his jawline. Anakin’s curls lie in disarray from where Obi-Wan had wound his fingers through them. He can still feel the ghost of the touch, a phantom of forbidden intimacy.
❝ Obi-Wan I— ❞ He has to stop to catch his breath. What happens now?
Hello and welcome to my blog! Thank you for taking the time to read my rules, I'll try and make this as quick as possible.
I only roleplay with mutuals. All my opens are for mutuals unless otherwise stated. But if we're not mutuals you're welcome to ask me questions and send me memes. I'm absolutely oc-friendly. So long as you have a rules page and an about, we're good.
I'm happy to write one-liners, paras, novellas, crack, or pretty much any content so long as my writing partners discuss it with me before hand.
(I will tag anything in my writing or reblogs that I think may be triggering. If there's something that triggers you untagged on my blog just pop me an ask and I'll be sure to tag it for you.)
I'm multiship and ship-exclusive. Meaning I'll ship with multiple people but only with one version of each character.
*Padmé is an exception to this rule as her relationship with Anakin is canon and vital to his characterization.
I'm not exclusive. Not unless you ask and we've established a good writing dynamic. I'm not a big fan of auto-exclusivity and if you require this of your followers there's a good chance I'm not going to follow you.
I hope i don't actually have to say this but just in case: god-modding will not be tolerated. If we're writing a battle scene i'd rather just pre-determine the winner than get into an ic dick-battle.
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CANON.
AU.
PRIVATE.
TAKE THE LIGHT INSIDE YOU.
Freed from slavery on Tatooine and freshly initiated into the Jedi Order, Padawan Skywalker works tirelessly to prove himself to the meticulous Council and earn his Knighthood. But with age comes uncertainty, and the beginning of a series of terrible nightmares featuring his mother's death. Every day the bright, enthusiastic child Qui-Gon Jinn brought to the Temple grows more and more distant from himself and others.
WEAPON OF WAR.
The galaxy is at war but Anakin Skywalker is fighting more than just external battles. Suspended between his loyalty to the Order and his loyalty to his wife, Anakin struggles to find a guiding light in the increasing darkness. And now that the nightmares have returned with his wife as their new feature, Anakin has begun to grow more and more desperate for a method to save Padmé from what he believes to be her doom.
THE WORST PARTS OF HIMSELF.
Anakin Skywalker died with the Republic, and in their place rose the Empire and its right hand: Darth Vader. Who will stop at nothing to rid the galaxy of every lingering memory of the life he had before his fall.
WHAT A MESS I LEAVE
Redeemed in the eyes of the Force, Anakin Skywalker has been granted sentience beyond death, allowing him to reach out to his descendents and warn them against repeating his mistakes.
FILTH TEACHES FILTH. stranger things Before 008, before 011, there was subject 001. Anakin Skywalker, the first of an entire generation veined with strange, incomprehensible powers. Disappeared at sixteen after his mother's mysteriously unreported murder at the hands of a local gang. His escape preceded 11's only by a few years, && now he's back in Hawkins on the trail of Brenner's prodigy.
SPANDEX & STEEL. marvel/dc
Born and raised in Tatooine, New Mexico, Anakin didn't think himself any different from the rest of the lonely souls living in the desert. That is, until his mother was killed by local gang members, jumpstarting a series of strange murders that forced him to go on the run. He's a metahuman, a mutant; with strange powers he can't control and the blood of several seriel murderers on his hands. Sometimes he owns a small car shop just outside of town, and sometimes he doesn't have a home at all.
WHEN THE WAR WINS. modern
Anakin, a war vet secluded in a no-name town in the middle of New Mexico, works to overcome his ptsd by becoming a hermit && buying the house his mother died in. His progress has been shaky, for obvious reasons.
DON'T CALL THIS REDEMPTION alternate ending
Believing himself to have died after passing out at the end of ROTJ, Vader, or Anakin now, awakens to a post-war galaxy to discover the eternal peace he sought is still far out of reach. Now a prisoner of the New Republic, Vader works alongside the Rebellion in secret as they dismantle the last vestiges of the Empire.
A DIFFERENT KIND OF LEGACY.
A private verse tied into ahphra's Sith verse and shadcwpreacher's alternate background. In this verse, after being rebuffed by his son, Vader looks to train Doctor Chelli Aphra as his apprentice.
The dark is generous, and it is patient. It is the dark that seeds cruelty into justice, that drips contempt into compassion, that poisons love with grains of doubt. The dark can be patient, because the slightest drop of rain will cause those seeds to sprout. The rain will come, and the seeds will sprout, for the dark is the soil in which they grow, and it is the clouds above them, and it waits behind the star that gives them light. The dark’s patience is infinite. Eventually, even stars burn out.
AND WE ASK OURSELVES
Are monsters born, or made?
Let me tell you the story that's been scored into the stars. The family that turned the galaxy upside down. There was a man, with the weight of a prophecy lining his shoulders, and a thermonuclear furnace in his heart. He loved a woman, a proud, strong, kind woman who loved him equally, despite the anger, and the Darkness that grew in him. And the man watched her die every night in his dreams.
That man told himself if he can carry a prophecy, he can prevent a dream from becoming reality. Whatever it takes.
Whoever it takes.
SO WHAT HAPPENED
The man exchanged his loyalty for her life, and killed the people who raised him. He ended a war in one night, the fire of the gods burning behind him on a metal moutaintop.
The woman he loved was no fool, she could sight a fire started in her name. A queen knows when someone is bowing.
She meets him on a molten planet, begs him to stray from the Darkness. But there is a shadow in the place of the man she loved, a monster.
He takes her breath to silence her, doomed to paranoia on the arrival of his brother, who is too, in some ways, a shadow. Forced to kill the man meant to save them all.
So the man dies, and is reborn. Baptized by fire. The woman he loved dies too. And eventually, even the brother dies.
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